Lately I have been kinda bitten by the bug. The Blues bug...Don't know what has gotten into me. Think what I see in the world has been like a weight on my soul. That and I feel a bit out of place lately.. Seems like it is time for a change in my life and I have no road map to go by.
I am sure I am different from no other in that it hits here in there in life. I am usually upbeat and chipper....OH I know...I miss HOME! I miss my mountains. I miss my own backyard....Its noticeable too. I have been told such things lately as your always the upbeat one the optimistic one. And I feel it heavy on my heart. I need escape. A simpler way of life and a simpler way of thinking. THAT is why I run to the woods and the older I get the more I feel the need for escape. Escape from? Humanity? Clutter? I don't know...I do know something has to give. I don't think I am the only one who is stifled. The less I get my children out into the woods the more I see they are being weighted down as well...They may not admit it, they may fight it tooth and nail...But they do need that breath of fresh air as well.
Ya know what...Tomorrow is another day! I Have to be positive it will come to me.