Can someone pay me a living to just get lost here and there,
I can take whoever volunteers to be my company, which among my kids is rare.
I will make them cry to drop their games, turn TV off and grow,
And when they beg the question ...where are we headed.. my reply... Wherever this truck will go.
Me... Cobaltmoonrose
December 29, 2009
The comment that got away from me
Life has its ups and downs...Its a roller coaster of them...UP ...DOWN..... All the in between s just make me dizzy...Sometimes I wonder if why I have more downs is because I am scared of heights? Hmmmmm that's funny...Scared of the ups in life..Maybe I am just scared...Almost certain that is it...As far as having someone special to share your life...Its a nice dream...I believe the answer is a definite YES. But not just someone special..Someone to love...Truly Love who at the same time truly loves "YOU" back...
If you have that is there nothing you cant have with a complete union? Someone who has your back?, and your front? Theoretical of course but then I am being all hippy tonight..Must be smoking on something.... probably my own brain...Thanks for the add by the way..Love both blogs.. Your mind is amazing and I am flattered to have ya...I am a bit of a recluse so maybe I can keep up and pop in here and there...I have another blog I attend to more so than this... I wanted much more from this blog but fall short with it...Wow I am on a tangent, maybe I should of just blogged you a blog all your own...Hmmmmmm...
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Could not resist it....
If you have that is there nothing you cant have with a complete union? Someone who has your back?, and your front? Theoretical of course but then I am being all hippy tonight..Must be smoking on something.... probably my own brain...Thanks for the add by the way..Love both blogs.. Your mind is amazing and I am flattered to have ya...I am a bit of a recluse so maybe I can keep up and pop in here and there...I have another blog I attend to more so than this... I wanted much more from this blog but fall short with it...Wow I am on a tangent, maybe I should of just blogged you a blog all your own...Hmmmmmm...
copy, paste,.... start again
Could not resist it....
OK the not so beautiful and cherished blog....
Man I love nature!!! Love it...I am not a TOFU farting hippy treehugging fairy as some people I know coin it...LOVE YOU!
I am a bit hippy though even I admit it...I don't know where it comes from...No I don't run around screaming make love not war...I do wear a flower in my hair here and there....I like wearing them on the good end of my camera much more...
I DO HATE!!! Being a good damn four miles off in the woods and looking down at something that is so outta place it burns me up! I wanna get away from trash and escape into peace and harmony...I do not want to cut my foot on a broken bottle...a rusted tin can....See a wally mart bag in the middle of the river...I am fed up! Damn it...So I am taking pics of more than the beauty I see..I don't want to see it...Its not the beauty I want...I don't see anything pretty in it...I don't like looking at it....But hey its part of nature now right so why the heck not....Am I part of it...YES I am...Do I dump my trash out in the woods???? NO...I see it ...I walk over it....I don't do anything about it but rant....I use to pick up trash on the river but every time I went back there was more and more...So I gave up....I am not a babysitter....I am not anyone elses mother except my own kids mom so WHY should I pick it up?
Because its there...And I don't know who you are...Or why you want to throw your stuff down, but darn it I don't want to see it! I don't wanna complain about it! And I don't wanna pick up your trash! STOP IT! Do you have no respect!!!
I do things that are wrong! I am not pearly white! BUT FOR GOD SAKES HAVE A BIT OF RESPECT!
In saying so I am no better...My trash goes somewhere...OMG that is shameful...MY TRASH! TONS OF TRASH EVERYDAY GOES SOMEWHERE IN NATURE>>>
We are a throw away world...
Its all throw away.
Life is throw away
Future life is throw away
We are throw away
Then I am floored at the whole of it...and i always say...What is there to do?
WHAT IS THERE TO DO?
Look people this is for anyone who wants to listen.
Listen to what I do not know. It comes to me in moments when my mind starts to grow..But under the whole weight of it I always shrink and hide, its easier to forget and let the truth be denied.
No matter where I walk, No matter where I go,
I have not far to wander, before the signs begin to show.
We tread not so lightly on this land we are bestowed,
and it will not take much more abuse before the gift will erode.
We take for granted all we have been graciously given,
and before we know it...will we ourselves be the truly unforgiven?
I am sadly certain my mark will also be... disastrous unto itself,
Oddly enough my eyes are open to the future... but blind to even themselves.
I cringe in my footsteps, am threatened by our loss,
and with one silent forward glance, my eyes begin to gloss.
I hide my shame behind the thought, What on Earth is there to do?
One person can not change the world, I move on with out a clue.
(the sign reads Free water and air..Should have a small disclaimer..Yours to pollute)
Its easier to hide from the truth, than stare it face to face
But in doing so we dim a bit, and fall from life's embrace......
I am no longer in her grace.....No longer in her grace..
I have now left my trace.
Cobaltmoonrose
(I don't know why, I have no clue. When I am alone in nature... My thoughts just lead to you)
I am a bit hippy though even I admit it...I don't know where it comes from...No I don't run around screaming make love not war...I do wear a flower in my hair here and there....I like wearing them on the good end of my camera much more...
I DO HATE!!! Being a good damn four miles off in the woods and looking down at something that is so outta place it burns me up! I wanna get away from trash and escape into peace and harmony...I do not want to cut my foot on a broken bottle...a rusted tin can....See a wally mart bag in the middle of the river...I am fed up! Damn it...So I am taking pics of more than the beauty I see..I don't want to see it...Its not the beauty I want...I don't see anything pretty in it...I don't like looking at it....But hey its part of nature now right so why the heck not....Am I part of it...YES I am...Do I dump my trash out in the woods???? NO...I see it ...I walk over it....I don't do anything about it but rant....I use to pick up trash on the river but every time I went back there was more and more...So I gave up....I am not a babysitter....I am not anyone elses mother except my own kids mom so WHY should I pick it up?
Because its there...And I don't know who you are...Or why you want to throw your stuff down, but darn it I don't want to see it! I don't wanna complain about it! And I don't wanna pick up your trash! STOP IT! Do you have no respect!!!
I do things that are wrong! I am not pearly white! BUT FOR GOD SAKES HAVE A BIT OF RESPECT!
In saying so I am no better...My trash goes somewhere...OMG that is shameful...MY TRASH! TONS OF TRASH EVERYDAY GOES SOMEWHERE IN NATURE>>>
We are a throw away world...
Its all throw away.
Life is throw away
Future life is throw away
We are throw away
Then I am floored at the whole of it...and i always say...What is there to do?
WHAT IS THERE TO DO?
Look people this is for anyone who wants to listen.
Listen to what I do not know. It comes to me in moments when my mind starts to grow..But under the whole weight of it I always shrink and hide, its easier to forget and let the truth be denied.
No matter where I walk, No matter where I go,
I have not far to wander, before the signs begin to show.
We tread not so lightly on this land we are bestowed,
and it will not take much more abuse before the gift will erode.
We take for granted all we have been graciously given,
and before we know it...will we ourselves be the truly unforgiven?
I am sadly certain my mark will also be... disastrous unto itself,
Oddly enough my eyes are open to the future... but blind to even themselves.
I cringe in my footsteps, am threatened by our loss,
and with one silent forward glance, my eyes begin to gloss.
I hide my shame behind the thought, What on Earth is there to do?
One person can not change the world, I move on with out a clue.
(the sign reads Free water and air..Should have a small disclaimer..Yours to pollute)
Its easier to hide from the truth, than stare it face to face
But in doing so we dim a bit, and fall from life's embrace......
I am no longer in her grace.....No longer in her grace..
I have now left my trace.
Cobaltmoonrose
(I don't know why, I have no clue. When I am alone in nature... My thoughts just lead to you)
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